Goodros Exposed: July 2008

So we blessed Mace last Sunday. It was awesome to have the family over, and Pete gave a beautiful blessing! Since it wasn't fast Sunday, I didn't get to bear my testimony - but I thought I'd take the chance to do it anyhow. A few weeks ago the young men's president bore his testimony and said they teach the youth to say "I have a testimony because...." I've been pondering that lately and come to the conclusion that I have a testimony because the gospel just makes sense to me. It gives me a pattern to follow so I can partake in the great plan of happiness. I've been thinking a lot about the great plan of happiness since Mason was born, because it allows family relationships to be perpetuated beyond the grave. I have always thought the "happiness" part pertained to the next life, but I've come to realize that if I follow the pattern set out for me, I can live happier in this life too. Every time in my life when I have been truly trying to live the gospel, I have found happiness and peace. When I have chosen to fight against what I know is true, my life is in turmoil and I am miserable!! I think about how much I love Mason and want what's best for him- that must be how Heavenly Father feels about me. I like to think that he knows what I'm going through, and that it's all a part of his plan to make me the best person I can be.
I love the Family Proclamation to the world! It so boldly declares what I believe. I am so thankful we can give little Mason a loving mom and dad. What a happy thing our baby has been in our lives! The "rules" seemed so hard growing up- No dating until I'm 16?? Etc.. Looking back now, I'm so thankful for the rules because I can see the effects of following them. I know they come from a parent who knows us completely and wants us to live the happiest life we can.
When Mason was born, somebody asked me if I felt overwhelmed-- I'm really not overwhelmed by taking care of him day to day, but when I think about raising him in this crazy world with all the temptations that will surround him--that part is overwhelming. My favorite scripture has given me comfort- Ether 12:4 says "By faith all things are fulfilled. Wherefore, whoso believeth in God might with a surety hope for a better world, yea even a place at the right hand of God. Which hope cometh of faith, maketh an anchor to the souls of men, which would make them sure and steadfast- always abounding in good works and being led to glorify God." I want my soul to be anchored in the gospel- I want to be sure and steadfast. I truly have hope for a better world..
Love you all
Sum